My first poem in german :3

Ich vermisse dich
Warum bist du nich hier?
Ich liebe, und hasse dich
Warum verliebt bist du nich mehr?
Ich weine tag und nacht
Ich würde geben meine leben für dich
Ich vermisse dich meine schatz
Warum liebst du mich nicht?

-Ally

The Love Letters I've Never Sent You - Part 1

If loving you is a crime

Go ahead an put me in jail

And i'll break free and commit the same crime over and over

So let me be me and feel complete

Take away the emptyness that fullfills me

Replace my heart for some random stone

Suck away my blood and put poison in it's place

And with a sigh I'll breathe my soul away

If you're alone, why don't you let me sit by your side?

Let me put my ice-cold hands on your wounds

I will ease all your pain, make it become mine

So.. you're a prayer and I'm a siner

You prefer the spotlights and I'm doomed to darkness

But the wind with blow and take my whispers to your ears

My haunted screams for help

My sorrow and lust, because you didn't gave one chance

They call you God, they shout at me demon

And yet you look at me in the eyes

Just silence between us among the screams of others

Let me sin just one more time

Let our lips do what our hands did in the past

And so I'll run away, regreted one more time

Loving you is suicide, life and crime

- Ally

The colateral effects of energy drinks over me xD

Since I was little that I'm obcessed with energy drinks and since I drinked 2liters of Coke when I was 2 I never got to be the same person again. And today I went to the coffee and bought a Coke and as normal people do i started drinking it, when I was going to meet up my dad with my friend she got to know how I react to energy drinks.

So here are the symtoms:
- I start laughing a lot and really loud
- I make a big deal out of random things
- I sing a lot

So it's really like I get high or sumthing like that, so she was having the time of her life laughing as crazy while I was laughing because she was laughing.
3 cheers to energy drinks!! Hip-hip- HOORAY!!!

.... I feel like tacos .__.

Funeral for a friend

It was just a normal day in that small town, there was traffic, school etc.. But the cold air of the morning was heavy and foggy, there was sadness floatting above our heads. In my morning walk, while passing by the cemitery i reallysed why: There was a funeral, but, just a plain normal funeral noone that important. I came in and watched the whole thing.
After the cerimony everyone was sorrunding the coffin, I peered through and saw sumthing that gave me shivers: a young death-pale blonde boy laying on the coffin and besides him two little boys looking just like him standing. I deduced they were triplets and i felt a weight on my chest poor guys they must feel terrible. First thing i know they were next to me introducing themselves: Jeremy and Jack.
Besides the sadness of their brother's funeral they quickly got happy and we became friends quite easily. Jack was still akwardly quiet, barely speaking. Once in a while he'd came and talk to me alone asking me what was beyond death. I told him in what i believed, that we'd go to somewhere just like our world but better, with no hunger, wars, or pain and he would just smile and hold my hand tightly. One day I got surprised by his other question.
"Would you go to that place with me?"- I didn't know what to say i felt that weight on my chest again but before i said sumthing he spoke- "Please come with me if I go, I would miss you a lot"
And so i promissed him that'd I'd go with him whereever he'd go. We became even more friends and I could tell Jeremy was actually happy for us.
But one day, when I arrived to the place we'd planned to get together Jack wasn't there and Jeremy was really sad. I asked him where was Jack and he said.
"It just came and took him with it"
"What did take Jack away?"- Jeremy started running towards the cemetery and when we arrived he stopped and looked at me crying.
"Death took him.."
"Jack's dead?"- I was shocked how could it be?
"He always was"- Jeremy pointed towards the tombstone where they were standing when i first saw him. I read it carefully 'Here rests Jack Smith may he stay in peace' I looked horrifyed to Jeremy that was still crying.
"Why did he had to go and you stayed here?!"- He shouted to me "Why?"
"I don't know what you're talking about!"
"How came death never came to pick your soul up? why doyou still wonder here?"
"What are you saying? Do you want me dead?"
"You're already dead"- I froze and then I looked to where Jeremy was standing. That tombstone, was my tombstone. Then I realized why did Jack asked me that so many times, he knew we were dead and just waiting for Death to come pick our souls up.
Then, I felt a shiver the air turned cold and there was a black out. Death had picked me up.