Ich vermisse dich
Warum bist du nich hier?
Ich liebe, und hasse dich
Warum verliebt bist du nich mehr?
Ich weine tag und nacht
Ich würde geben meine leben für dich
Ich vermisse dich meine schatz
Warum liebst du mich nicht?
-Ally
25.11.11
The Love Letters I've Never Sent You - Part 1
If loving you is a crime
Go ahead an put me in jail
And i'll break free and commit the same crime over and over
So let me be me and feel complete
Take away the emptyness that fullfills me
Replace my heart for some random stone
Suck away my blood and put poison in it's place
And with a sigh I'll breathe my soul away
If you're alone, why don't you let me sit by your side?
Let me put my ice-cold hands on your wounds
I will ease all your pain, make it become mine
So.. you're a prayer and I'm a siner
You prefer the spotlights and I'm doomed to darkness
But the wind with blow and take my whispers to your ears
My haunted screams for help
My sorrow and lust, because you didn't gave one chance
They call you God, they shout at me demon
And yet you look at me in the eyes
Just silence between us among the screams of others
Let me sin just one more time
Let our lips do what our hands did in the past
And so I'll run away, regreted one more time
Loving you is suicide, life and crime
- Ally
7.7.11
The colateral effects of energy drinks over me xD
Since I was little that I'm obcessed with energy drinks and since I drinked 2liters of Coke when I was 2 I never got to be the same person again. And today I went to the coffee and bought a Coke and as normal people do i started drinking it, when I was going to meet up my dad with my friend she got to know how I react to energy drinks.
So here are the symtoms:
- I start laughing a lot and really loud
- I make a big deal out of random things
- I sing a lot
So it's really like I get high or sumthing like that, so she was having the time of her life laughing as crazy while I was laughing because she was laughing.
3 cheers to energy drinks!! Hip-hip- HOORAY!!!
.... I feel like tacos .__.
So here are the symtoms:
- I start laughing a lot and really loud
- I make a big deal out of random things
- I sing a lot
So it's really like I get high or sumthing like that, so she was having the time of her life laughing as crazy while I was laughing because she was laughing.
3 cheers to energy drinks!! Hip-hip- HOORAY!!!
.... I feel like tacos .__.
6.7.11
Funeral for a friend
It was just a normal day in that small town, there was traffic, school etc.. But the cold air of the morning was heavy and foggy, there was sadness floatting above our heads. In my morning walk, while passing by the cemitery i reallysed why: There was a funeral, but, just a plain normal funeral noone that important. I came in and watched the whole thing.
After the cerimony everyone was sorrunding the coffin, I peered through and saw sumthing that gave me shivers: a young death-pale blonde boy laying on the coffin and besides him two little boys looking just like him standing. I deduced they were triplets and i felt a weight on my chest poor guys they must feel terrible. First thing i know they were next to me introducing themselves: Jeremy and Jack.
Besides the sadness of their brother's funeral they quickly got happy and we became friends quite easily. Jack was still akwardly quiet, barely speaking. Once in a while he'd came and talk to me alone asking me what was beyond death. I told him in what i believed, that we'd go to somewhere just like our world but better, with no hunger, wars, or pain and he would just smile and hold my hand tightly. One day I got surprised by his other question.
"Would you go to that place with me?"- I didn't know what to say i felt that weight on my chest again but before i said sumthing he spoke- "Please come with me if I go, I would miss you a lot"
And so i promissed him that'd I'd go with him whereever he'd go. We became even more friends and I could tell Jeremy was actually happy for us.
But one day, when I arrived to the place we'd planned to get together Jack wasn't there and Jeremy was really sad. I asked him where was Jack and he said.
"It just came and took him with it"
"What did take Jack away?"- Jeremy started running towards the cemetery and when we arrived he stopped and looked at me crying.
"Death took him.."
"Jack's dead?"- I was shocked how could it be?
"He always was"- Jeremy pointed towards the tombstone where they were standing when i first saw him. I read it carefully 'Here rests Jack Smith may he stay in peace' I looked horrifyed to Jeremy that was still crying.
"Why did he had to go and you stayed here?!"- He shouted to me "Why?"
"I don't know what you're talking about!"
"How came death never came to pick your soul up? why doyou still wonder here?"
"What are you saying? Do you want me dead?"
"You're already dead"- I froze and then I looked to where Jeremy was standing. That tombstone, was my tombstone. Then I realized why did Jack asked me that so many times, he knew we were dead and just waiting for Death to come pick our souls up.
Then, I felt a shiver the air turned cold and there was a black out. Death had picked me up.
After the cerimony everyone was sorrunding the coffin, I peered through and saw sumthing that gave me shivers: a young death-pale blonde boy laying on the coffin and besides him two little boys looking just like him standing. I deduced they were triplets and i felt a weight on my chest poor guys they must feel terrible. First thing i know they were next to me introducing themselves: Jeremy and Jack.
Besides the sadness of their brother's funeral they quickly got happy and we became friends quite easily. Jack was still akwardly quiet, barely speaking. Once in a while he'd came and talk to me alone asking me what was beyond death. I told him in what i believed, that we'd go to somewhere just like our world but better, with no hunger, wars, or pain and he would just smile and hold my hand tightly. One day I got surprised by his other question.
"Would you go to that place with me?"- I didn't know what to say i felt that weight on my chest again but before i said sumthing he spoke- "Please come with me if I go, I would miss you a lot"
And so i promissed him that'd I'd go with him whereever he'd go. We became even more friends and I could tell Jeremy was actually happy for us.
But one day, when I arrived to the place we'd planned to get together Jack wasn't there and Jeremy was really sad. I asked him where was Jack and he said.
"It just came and took him with it"
"What did take Jack away?"- Jeremy started running towards the cemetery and when we arrived he stopped and looked at me crying.
"Death took him.."
"Jack's dead?"- I was shocked how could it be?
"He always was"- Jeremy pointed towards the tombstone where they were standing when i first saw him. I read it carefully 'Here rests Jack Smith may he stay in peace' I looked horrifyed to Jeremy that was still crying.
"Why did he had to go and you stayed here?!"- He shouted to me "Why?"
"I don't know what you're talking about!"
"How came death never came to pick your soul up? why doyou still wonder here?"
"What are you saying? Do you want me dead?"
"You're already dead"- I froze and then I looked to where Jeremy was standing. That tombstone, was my tombstone. Then I realized why did Jack asked me that so many times, he knew we were dead and just waiting for Death to come pick our souls up.
Then, I felt a shiver the air turned cold and there was a black out. Death had picked me up.
5.8.10
Surprise Surprise!! =D
Cus Youtube is sooo fucktard and doesn't let me upload this in my channel you now have an exclusive video to watch xP. This is a tribute yo my BFF's.
Musics:
Best Friends- Toybox
Bonamana- SuJu
Jojo- SHINee
Replay- SHINee
Mocking Bird- Eminem
Thunder- Boys like girls
No copyright infrigement intended.
20.7.10
The Ghost of You
As usual, I waked up streched myself looked through the window and smiled.
"Good Morning" I said to you, without getting a feedback, as usual too. We got ready, went upstairs, took breakfast and went straight to the car. We arrived late to school, again, the teacher didn't bother complaining so we just sat in out places, next to eachother, without a sound.
In the middle ofone class I started talking a bit to you "Look at ____ her dress doesn't suit her at all don'tcha think?" you didn't answer. Apparently I had talked too loud cus the whole class turned around to face me and started saying things like "Poor girl.." "she doesn't know what she's saying" the teacher had had enough and said out loud "Shut up".
It was lunch time, you were waiting for me outside the lockerrooms.
"You're so lazy.. you never make PE class" I said playfully and you smiled, just a bit, the hallway was starring at us again. You know that makes me upset.. we aren't that weird.. I think...
We met my BF and went to have lunch, I still don't know why she didn't talk to you, you are very sweet.
The whole day passed by, and still you didn't said a thing. we got back home... Since that day a lot has changed. Remember the car accident? We were returning from our cousin's house and mom crushed the car... After that they never hugged you or even talked to you again... maybe they don't remember you or something.
Well we've already recap all our stuff haven't we? Great. Have you wrote it down? Thanks...
You know.. If ghost appeard on photos I'd take one with you everyday... Goodnight...
"Good Morning" I said to you, without getting a feedback, as usual too. We got ready, went upstairs, took breakfast and went straight to the car. We arrived late to school, again, the teacher didn't bother complaining so we just sat in out places, next to eachother, without a sound.
In the middle ofone class I started talking a bit to you "Look at ____ her dress doesn't suit her at all don'tcha think?" you didn't answer. Apparently I had talked too loud cus the whole class turned around to face me and started saying things like "Poor girl.." "she doesn't know what she's saying" the teacher had had enough and said out loud "Shut up".
It was lunch time, you were waiting for me outside the lockerrooms.
"You're so lazy.. you never make PE class" I said playfully and you smiled, just a bit, the hallway was starring at us again. You know that makes me upset.. we aren't that weird.. I think...
We met my BF and went to have lunch, I still don't know why she didn't talk to you, you are very sweet.
The whole day passed by, and still you didn't said a thing. we got back home... Since that day a lot has changed. Remember the car accident? We were returning from our cousin's house and mom crushed the car... After that they never hugged you or even talked to you again... maybe they don't remember you or something.
Well we've already recap all our stuff haven't we? Great. Have you wrote it down? Thanks...
You know.. If ghost appeard on photos I'd take one with you everyday... Goodnight...
21.6.10
The Days I Called you a Friend
You blame me of not wanting
But you don't want it too
You whine cus I'm not there
Bus is there is who?
You blame me of not answering
Are you even listening to me?
You blame me of hidding the truth
When it's you who's lieing to me!
But you don't want it too
You whine cus I'm not there
Bus is there is who?
You blame me of not answering
Are you even listening to me?
You blame me of hidding the truth
When it's you who's lieing to me!
You get mad when I yell to you
Now who's the one who's shouting?
You say I don't pay attention to you
Do you even know my name?
You complain that we are different
I never asked to be with you
There goes the times when everything was ok
Here rest the days I called you my friend
Now who's the one who's shouting?
You say I don't pay attention to you
Do you even know my name?
You complain that we are different
I never asked to be with you
There goes the times when everything was ok
Here rest the days I called you my friend
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